Sabrina and I began on the Atlantic coast of Argentina and ended on the Pacific coast of Peru. We drove practically to Antarctica and then flew practically to the equator. We started at sea level and we finished at the height of the Incan gods. At the end of it all – 4 weeks later – I was relegated down to the place where I began, forever changed by experience. My body has aged weeks. My heart, centuries.
My heart was captured by Cusco, Peru – the final destination of my 4 week (/centuries long) journey. I fell in love with Cusco. She made me come alive – painfully alive.
BAires, mi amor, te cuento: my heart is capricious.
My love for BAires was a surging sensation of bliss and admiration. It was blind and it was pure. My love for Cusco, por otra parte, is beautiful and tortured – characterized by an ache in my chest and a flutter in my heart. I see Cusco. My love for her is everything.
Cusco is beyond beautiful. Upon first encounter she left me breathless, dizzied by her splendor. She sits proudly on her throne, 3400 meters in the air, with soft mountain peaks framing her exquisite golden physique. Her yellow sun burns and blinds you. Her height leaves you dizzy, gasping for air and off-balance. Her people are golden-brown, curious, outgoing, envious, hard-working. She is extreme: hot and cold and dry and wet. When you stand in her main square, Plaza de Armas, you sense the colonial buildings engaging in a dialogue with the tops of the surrounding mountains. Cusco is in the sky. Cusco is glorious. She is everything.
Cusco was, for centuries, the capital of the Incan empire. Then, in the 16th century, Spain entered la historia and systematically endeavored to crush the Incan civilization. As history demonstrates, in the literal sense, Spain succeeded. And, the conquistadors – in their symbolic attempt to convey dominance – built their churches and buildings on top of the ruins of once impressive Incan structures. Today, as you meander through the sloping streets of Cusco, breathless and struggling to maintain balance, you find Spanish colonial edifice after edifice seated triumphantly atop of what remains of the Incan stones.
But the Spanish were equivocado in thinking that they could crush the spirit of the Inca. The spirit of the Inca was not contained in the impossibly arranged stone foundations of their buildings. The spirit of the Inca was not something tangible, suppress-able, containable, quell-able. The spirit of the Inca is an energy – permanent and infinite. Today the Inca energy hugs your skin and invades your body with every labored breath you breathe. The Inca energy lives on in the powder blue sky that hovers inches from Cusco’s rooftops and mountaintops.
Modern Cusco is a thriving gem of a city, where appreciation of the Andean-Incan culture is just pushing – but not quite overstepping – the bounds of exploitation. Locals, small-scale entrepreneurs, try to hustle you, obvious extranjero, out of money: a few Soles in exchange for a useless trinket. Cusco is also remarkable because for a South American city rife with tourists, it is uncharacteristically safe (Conversation for another day: I loathe justifying inseguridad with the ‘this is South America’ qualifier. Hit me up via e-mail, Skype, thefacebook, etc. if you care to discuss...). Cusco’s people are hustlers, not beggars and thieves. Perhaps the deep Incan heritage persevered into modernity: in the Incan kingdom there were no beggars or thieves; if you did not work, you did not eat. Here, again, another piece of the Incan identity that could not be contained by mere execution of crushing physical force.
Maybe that flutter in my chest was the Incan energy stirring me to life, stirring me to love. For me, love often manifests as tears: I shed tears for Cusco when I left her 4 days ago. My tears make no sense. Nor does my love make sense; it is simply a feeling.
Three days in Buenos Aires and already the ache in my chest is dulling. BAires’ soulful art is slowly trickling in, rekindling the flame of romance that evaporated in the burning Peruvian Andes, in the powder blue Cusqueño cielo.
BAires – in her transparent attempt to regain my admiration – has for 3 consecutive days flashed her azure cielo. Oh, how I once adored that sky, how it used to touch my heart. Now, however, it seems distant – thousands of feet away. My heart knows new love and a new sky. My heart was stirred and awakened by the eternal Incan energy. Stirred too by the powdery Cusqueño cielo that hugged me closely while I gasped at Cusco’s breathtaking beauty. My heart has aged with experience, experience that dates back centuries, when the Incans were more than an energy – when they were an empire.